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oh man finalli da comp can use le.past few daes got prob lorr.den no comp 2 use so sian..almos died.anw got alot of things hpn la.haha got a zhu niao le.it's lyk my 3rd le lorr.dunno whether he will stay not but after so many failures i tink i sorta given up hope dat any of my juniors will stay.
hmm 2dae wen back 2 aips agn.den lyk sian sian de.den nut came n i was lyk ahhh..haha happi lorr cos long tym no c her le mahh.den oso saw alot of 6/5 ppl n i saw my dear buddy budden she lyk dun recognize me liddat.budden she still so ke aii mans.den after dat me n nut wen j8..took neoz which totalli suck thx 2 my decoratin.yahh haha tok alot budden mostly abt band.haha her band seem lyk so fun liddat.hai dunno y wen now i got 2 use da comp i hav nutin 2 write sia.
i may look normal on da outside but on da inside i dun feel normal at all.i feel shattered.
yeah chg skin le.comments any1??aniwaes dat jukebox abit lag so mus wait awhile.haiz v siian nowadaes.dere's nutin 2 write abt.wait lemme recap yi xia wad hpn.
hmm.
on tues had sci prac test.den spose 2 heat stuff n my test-tube holder caught fire.how dumb can i be 2 hold da thing uprite..aniwaes managed 2 'extinguish' it.haha threw it in da sink.
den weds.
mental disorder prob.dun wan tok abt it.
den 2dae.
eng lesson got debate.n dunno y i got too heated up n i was practicalli shoutin at da opposin team.i almos shouted fuck lorr cos dey were lyk findin fault in everytin we said budden lucky theo n caca managed 2 calm me down.dat's all la i guess.fri got band..hav 2 clean da rm.den sat lower brass hav 2 cum.wth i wan slp late de lorr.
aniwaes i dunno wad u r tryin 2 say 2 me.but lemme tell u dat im not impress by u.pls b urself.wadeva la wan watch tv le.
waah im so sadd now.dat ah tan took away my bao beii euph n ask me 2 use phyllis 1 lorr.WAAH.her instru so damn old.so mani scratches n dents lorr.and da worse thing is wenqi told me dat dere's a cloth stuck in da euph n it cant cum out.AHH SO ER XING..sumore da valve dere growin algae lorr.wth..i was lyk tryin 2 make it shine but cant lorr.y did ah tan do dis 2 me??i wann my euph back.it's so shiny n free of cloth.den i play her instru guai guai 1 lorr.lyk low notes i go too high den high notes i go too low.den da whole dae i was playin lyk shit.mann..now i will hav 2 use dat ancient euph le.i wan my euph back.I WAN I WAN I WAN.im sho shang xin.
my dearest euph 898160.i will owaes rmb uu de.how shiny u are..how nice u sounded..how nicee u smell..how cutee u are wif a valve at da side..how wen i 1st kissed uu..sobx sobx..n how we wen thru syf 2gether.i lurve u!!muacks..MY EUPH ROX 4EVA N I LURVE IT.
im mad.
2dae band jus so sux lorr.sec3s nv cum n onli left sec2s n sec1s.den i da onli 1 as usual.den sat at da open space dere.den i play play de suddenly rebecca called me.den she said dat ppl above were tryin 2 throw ping-pong balls into my n minghui's bell.wtf dey got nutin beta 2 do isit.stoopid assholes.den me, minghui n da french horns startin lyk blastin..kinda 2 irritate dem.so sat inner laa den halfway da tubas left dunno go n present sumtin la.den left me alone lorr den it's lyk v sad lorr..every1 busy teachin juniors den dun wan combine wif me.it's lyk every sect oso got JUNIOR cept 4 mine.den i was jus sittin dere rottin lorr.do u hav any idea how terrible it is 2 b da ONLI 1 in ur sect present??it sux kaes..nv ever felt so lonely b4 lorr.wish i had juniors lorr den can teach dem.haiz but dat jonathan go n quit le.den after dat go back n riki took combine..den wen he say seniors join in i nv lorr cos i was jus in a MOOD n he nv even bother 2 call me 2 play which was a gd thing.i hate bein da ONLI sec2 plus NOT havin a single junior.CAN SUM1 JUS FIND ME A JUNIOR PLS?
haiz been tinkin n tinkin alot.dere's alot of stuff 2 tink u noe.aniwaes dere's nutin 2 blog abt.yahh lyk hu ever reads my blog?kinda stress now cos nxt week is gonna b 1 hectic week.
mon-ting xie chp 19-21
tues-hist test chp 4-7
weds-sci test chp dunno wad
thurs-chi test chp 19-23
sat-maths test chp dunno wad oso
oh man im relli gonna die cos i haven touch my bks 4 lyk centuries le.all rottin under my table..hai wad m i gonna do??i dun tink i will make it 2 triple sci..but actualli i dun even noe if i wan 2 go dere.wadeva.
2dae was nott a gd dae...
woke up at 6.30 2dae wen im spose 2 b in sch lyk by 6.15.i was totalli lyk freakin out lorr.tot abt whether or not 2 go cos v late.in da end decided 2 go den i was lyk rushin lyk mad.den tried callin all my seniors lyk dunno how mani tyms.all nv ans lorr.den i was lyk tinkin oh shit dey probably left liao.dad drove me 2 st nicks..n saw mr ng outside da music rm.den i was lyk abt 2 cry cos i tot i was too late le..den he gave me da key n told me 2 go back sch n get my instru..so nicee =))den wen back took my euph,file n stands.
den wen back 2 st nicks.i was relli late lorr cos dey were all standin dere le..den i was lyk oh man hav 2 walk all da way 2 da other side wif every1 lookin at me..dis damn girl so dua pai walk cum.left my instru case dere lorr..den wen reach dere den i realised dat i 4got my tie n i oso nv bun hair.budden mr ng told me 2 go in aniwaes.was relli out of breath sia den played lyk shit..cos i nv tune..nv warmup n all dat.den plus we were kinda soft cos phyllis nv cum.mann i zhao sia lyk shit n dunno y my hands started tremblin lorr.den alot of ppl fall out sia..i wanted 2 cos at dis point i was kinda in numb island..not relli feelin anytin..den my leg cramp.den after finish le wen 2 canteen 2 eat.nv eat my food cos i was kinda full.haiz den wen back 2 sch..dey announced da new leaders n dat dis was da sec4s las practice..kinda sad dat dey will not be cumin le.haiz..actualli i got abit shock dao abt sum ppl da position.lyk y riki took over phyllis da place..hmm nv tot will b a sec2 takeover dat place.ahya dis kinda thing i cant decide de laa..haiz mus hav faith in da new leaders laa.
but horr it seems lyk da trombone family is rulin da band now..it's spose 2 be da euphs.hmm i wan da euphs 2 rule lehh..mus fight 4 our place back nxt yr..but me fight ahh..sure no hope le.now listenin 2 da track no.7 of da cd kw burn 4 us..haha luv da euph solo part..nice nice..
act 2dae i quite pissed de.cos i wanna go out budden rite it seems lyk every1 got appointments..wif seniors..wif other frenz..wadeva laa den other frenz im jus sick of deir stoopid face.den da ourdoor rehearsal cancel lorr n dey jus ask us 2 go back class.wth.aniwaes riki asked me if i was goin bac pri sch n as usual i ans dunno.den afterawhile i tot alot n decided 2 go lorr.i nid 2 escape fr dis place call sec sch where it has brought me so much probs.
couldnt find riki n so wen wif dew lorr.den cant get in cos of da security guard den waited awhile dunno 4 wad den saw riki,lipkai,linn,yvonne n yihuan.den yvonne was lyk sayin miracle.haha guess dey didnt expect me 2 cum.den riki n linn wen in thru da backgate den afterawhile da rest oso wen in.wen 2 canteen den found out dat mr tham nv cum.haiz den sat dere n fa dai lorr.alot of memories came floatin back.da usual canteen..seem so small now.den gigi,yongfei,xiufeng n da dat wanfu gang came.den startin tokin abit.long long tym nv c dem.yongfei lyk grew so tall n den he was lyk u r peirong???bu xiang lehh.den loiter ard abit budden v borin n da whole tym me, yvonne n yihuan were jus standin dere lookin at da guys tok.saw chen lao shi, shock she still rmb me n she was lyk peirong ni bian shou le.n i was lyk huh got mehh.haha den jolyn came.den me,yvonne n yihuan decided 2 go j8..asked da guys budden dey rather sit dere n tok.weird.
haha den we tok lorr.abt lots of stuff.omg relli miss pri sch lorr.it's lyk everytin was much much simpler in those daes.friendship was simply pure..no backstabbin or wadsoeva..jus occasionalli dun fren each other onli..haiz.den in da end yvonne n me decided not 2 go j8.den we wen np eat n walk abit.basicalli jus tok lorr abt life now n pri sch.all of a sudden feel lyk holdin a claz gatherin..haha budden will ppl cum i dunno.wen 2 cwp after dat.walk n walk den wen home lorr.i miss pri sch i relli do.budden i cant turn back tym..haizz..
i dun understand y r sum ppl liddat.dun lyk me say laa..dun kip on pretend can nots..cant bliv i treated u as a fren.WTF.i hate uu..LISTEN UP..I HATE UU..
omg i jus so hate my damn bro.
aniwaes ytd after band wen ice-skatin.met wz at jurong east den we go da shoppin centre.ate lunch at kfc n da service was lyk shit lorr.dey gave us 1 less mash potato den we had 2 brin da tray back dere n ask da lady agn.n i call her so mani tyms oso nv hear den until i shout den she turn ard.den it's lyk da whole line of ppl dere was starin at me..toots.den wen up 2 ice-skate.ermm i totalli 4got how 2 le..den lyk kept clingin on 2 da thing den me n wz walk liddat till at dis 1 point we r spose 2 cross without any railin den we cant so we were lyk stuck dere..den her bro came n help her across lorr den i was lyk dunno wad 2 do lorr.den suddenly got dis girl, her bro da fren, cum n help me.n da moment i saw her i was lyk OMG she looks jus lyk wenqi.i was lyk shock dao cos she relli look lyk her lorr.n sumore she's oso fifteen.ermm twins??den managed 2 get across la without fallin.den i decided 2 try walkin without holdin la den can la..so kept walkin da rink sumtyms hold railin sumtyms nv.den after finish le we decided 2 go cck k-box.me,wz,her bro n dat wenqi lookalyk.wen dere zou zou 1st den wen up 2 k-box.1st tym den abit blur blur dez.den da rm was so freakin small.mostly is dat wenqi lookalyk (her name call xiangyun) n her bro sang la..den i was lyk v out of place lorr.den later dey wan me 2 sing n i was lyk NONO..budden dey made me lorr.n i was lyk v paisehh cos 1stly i dun even sing infront of my frens.n dey wan me 2 sing infront of dem,wz, her bro n a girl dat looks lyk my senior.i was freakinn but wadeva la jus sang relli softly lorr..bo bian u pay le den dun sing lyk v lang fei.den wah lau other rm da ppl sing damn horrible lorr.lyk eeks..haha den our rm lyk v quiet cos we nv tok much at all.is mostly wz n her bro tok dez.den left halfway cos spose 2 go hm by 8 plus budden i left dere lyk 9..wen hm n my mum was lyk not happi lorr.
haiz 2mrw nd performance le sia n i dun even noe wad tym 2 report.sum say 6, sum 6.30 n sum 7..ermm which 1 huh??
pissed pissed pissed.2dae so darn sux lorr.half way thru lesson hav 2 leave 4 da st nicks rehearsal den i was v fan cos i was in da middle of da prob i dunno how 2 do.abit buay song.den wanna go chg dat tym saw phyllis wif band u n i was lyk oh shit..nobody told her 2dae mus wear band tee den she look kinda buay song oso.den chg le deb came n tell me say da rest wearin sch u cos phyllis brought band u, she n wenqi nv brin den i dun wanna b xtra lorr so chg 2 sch u oso.haha den our sect lyk v xtra all white.kaes reach st nicks, da sch so damn big sia.walk 1 big n i mean relli BIG round 2 go 2 da music rm sumore hav 2 carry my euph which was so heavy.den set up n we sat under da shade n practise 1st.den dey say cant brin score on dat dae cos we spose 2 memo da songs we r playin.it's lyk wahh lau now den tell us 2 memo da score cos no stands den cant c my bloody score den i was lyk playin all sorts of wrong notes lorr.n i was v v pissed cos i oreadi dui my sect de lian le.ME, DIS STOOPID EUPH PLAYER HU RUINED DA WHOLE SONG.i was so pissed n i was even more pissed wen later we moved 2 da track dere n mus stand n play lorr.den under da hot sun sumore lorr.WTF LORR.i hold my euph until my arm wanna fall out le lorr.den put da score on da grd budden still cant c so played alot of wrongs notes lorr.den got 1 point i almos dropped my euph cos my hands were so damn sweaty.i was v pissed lorr.IT'S LYK U ASK US 2 STAND N PLAY UNDER DA HOT SUN WIF OUR GLARIN INSTRUS N WIF NO BLOODY STANDS N SO WE CANT C DA SCORE.man i was so damn angry den break dat tym i was cursin dem lorr den i kip on callin 1 tuba girl fat lorr.v bad rite since she done nutin 2 me.N DEIR EUPH SECT ONLI GOT 3 GIRLS BUDDEN V LOUD LORR.IDIOT.
rehearse bout 3 tyms liddat den go bac sch.my face was super buay song all da way.aniwaes jus wanna say sry if i showed any1 attitude 2dae durin band.cos i was simply jus buay song.
actualli i still dun get y dey ask our band go dere n play.it's not lyk deir band v small or wad n besides y choose us??
okay 2dae got rehearsal 4 da national dae.den da band v pathetic lorr, euph sect onli got me n wenqi.nv warm up jiu go out dere n play le n my sound my lyk total shit.kept zhao sia-in..hope no 1 heard mee.den we played cc 4 da slow march n it was total shit lorr.every1 playin at diff tymin n finalli i couldn't stand it le so i start laffin cos it's relli lyk sai lorr den every1 oso laff.wah sey so lao kui, no face le.den 2dae mr ng conduct lorr n he v farni lorr esp wen he run.haha.den high sch cadets we auto-pilot lorr, no1 conduct.did quite ok la onli i v breathless.den theo n rach announce da wad prize recipients.n wen she read phyllis name dat tym she go n pronounce as fur-lis.haha so damn farni lorr n den later i saw da list dat tym rite..it wrote kok wey as da concert mistress.hahaha.
haiz 2mrw hav 2 go st nicks rehearsal.i dun wan lorr.dey got deir band y ask us 2 go??i tink dey wanna laff at us or sumtin lorr.haiz i v scared dat i play v lan n dey will laff at me lorr.kk short post, wanna go n do hw le.
IM SO DA DARN FREAKIN PISSED WIF EVERY1.IT'S LYK EVERY1 IS GETTIN ON MY DAMN NERVE.1ST DIS MORNIN.COS I HAD 2 BRING DAT FREAKIN DAMN BIG BLACK CARDBOARD N BECOS OF DAT I HAD 2 CUM 2 SCH EARLY N I SORTA OVERSLEPT LORR DEN HAD 2 RUSH.DEN DA CARDBOARD DAMN EXTRA LORR.GO EVERYWHERE OSO PPL KNOCK, KICK N PUSH.DEN IT'S LYK EVERY1 WAS STARIN AT DA DAMN THING LORR.DEN IN CLAZ CACA PISSED 4 NO REASON.DEN I OSO PISSED COS OF DA DAMN BIG CARDBOARD.DEN AFTER DAT I MADE THEO PISSED COS I WAS JUS PISSED MYSELF.WAD'S WRONG WIF 2DAE LORR??DEN DA WHOLE DAE I WAS ACTUALLI V BUAY SONG BUDDEN NV RELLI SHOWED IT COS SUM PPL SAID IF I LIDDAT I WILL OSO MAKE DEM FEEL LIDDAT SO I TRIED 2 PUT ON A DAMN FAKE SMILE.IT'S NOT WORKIN.IF U R READIN MY BLOG.
IT'S LYK EVERSINCE SHE TOLD HER MY WHOLE LIFE JUS TOTALLI SUCK LORR.Y R U SO DAMN BLOODY BIG MOUTH HUH??IDIOT I WISH SHE NV SAID ANYTIN.NO I SHLD HAV NV TOLD HER ANYTIN AT ALL.
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